Procrastination

       I lied, I still have 30,000 tasks and haven't completed anything :3 Maybe in another life I will be productive.

I HATE MYSELF

      13 days left until a very important exam for me and I'm not confident:D I need to draw, study, talk to ppl, eat, i just can't do everything 😭

       If i don't pass this exam i will suicide, or at least have my second depresive phase 🫡The tarot cards said i will pass so i hope i will😜

        Bye bye, just personal things today

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